What a thrilling phone call.
A surprising one, to say the least. This morning I woke up tired and
groggy, and the idea of sorting through flight times and escalating prices with
the travel agent wasn’t exactly appealing.
I pleaded, “Lord, lead me. May
You give peace. Let me feel close to You
in this.” Curled up on the couch and
staring out my favorite window, my eyes slipped toward the coffee table. There sat my friend’s notes, and
I remembered her talking about 2 Corinthians 5.
Verse 10 says, “For we must all appear before the judgment seat of
Christ, that each one may receive what is due him for the things done while in
the body, whether good or bad.” Suddenly several events from the last couple of weeks converged in my head, and
a new idea pressed in: Ask the travel
agent if she knows Jesus. According to
that verse in Corinthians, I would be held accountable for following
through. But I needed to think about
this. I hadn’t envisioned my conversation
with the travel agent including this question.
Temptation conjured a variety of reactions she might have, including anger, and a friend suggested to me later that an angry agent could
have sabotaged my tickets. But as it
actually happened, around 11:00 that morning, the travel agent called to report ticket
prices staying high and to ask what I wanted to do. Reluctant to spend too much too soon, I replied, “May I pause a minute to pray?”
So with the agent listening over the phone, I asked the Lord to show me whether
to purchase now or wait. Then I opted to
purchase at the higher price. We
discussed the fluctuation of prices we’d seen over our roughly 10 days together, and then as I sensed the Lord opening that conversational
door I awaited, I asked her if she knew Jesus.
“Yes,” she responded, "I do." We finished the billing process, and she said
she’d email the tickets. Yet when she called to confirm my receipt, her voice
conveyed a curious inflection, saying, “Very interesting, Linda,” and I imagined her speaking complete with smirk
and furled brow. “When I sent your
reservations for final ticketing,” she continued, “prices fell. Your fares to Israel ended up the lowest we’ve
seen.” And as my heart danced in amazement,
she added, “And you prayed! You prayed
about the tickets!” She was clearly happy,
in fact so happy that we talked about faith and the Lord for quite a
while. That combination of prayer over
the phone and the question the Lord led me to ask her seemed a launching pad
for pure joy. All the while my heart kept
turning cartwheels to realize how the Lord lowered the ticket prices. And certainly nothing required Him to do that. Just a bonus gift. There was monetary benefit for my
husband and me, but even more it seemed the Lord was encouraging obedience, as He simply loves to reward His children. And as He bestows many layers of blessings all at once,
I witnessed the travel agent being a recipient of encouragement as well. I look back to recognize the Lord working
weeks before, setting me in earshot of a particular restaurant conversation and
2 separate phone calls, which He orchestrated to keep fresh in my head until converging
at that perfect moment with the travel agent.
It's thrilling each time I recount the story. May I never underestimate, may we never underestimate, His omniscience and great power.
Saturday, August 29, 2015
Saturday, August 15, 2015
The girl at Enterprise
Last month our Honda dealership wanted to give us a rent car while they installed a new airbag. Our first time to have a recall handled that way, Enterprise Rent-A-Car was the designated company, and when their shuttle driver arrived a bit chatty, our ride to the Enterprise office became intriguing. In a short 10 minutes,
the Lord tipped open an interesting door.
The driver asked about my day, and I asked about hers. I mentioned my job, and she talked about
studying German in college, which led me to comment about languages, saying it sure
would be handy to know several languages when we go to Israel
this fall. When the subject of
German surfaced a second time, the Lord opened the door to encourage, as it seemed my driver wasn't using German too much in her car rental work. I offered, “I wonder how the Lord might use
your German. He can create all kinds of circumstances, and it's exciting to think of the ways He might work. He may have a whole lineup
of people for you to meet.” It was so simple, really. Unplanned, and just kind of rolling off the
tongue. Hebrews 3:13 says, “But
encourage one another daily, as long as it is called Today, so that none of you
may be hardened by sin’s deceitfulness.”
Often the Lord puts me on the receiving end of such comments, and when my brain starts replaying the particular words someone said, I'm amazed all over again how He positions us
just perfectly to hear these things. When
He uses one of us to encourage another, He blesses both the giver and the receiver. In the same way, this day with the rent car held its
own curiosity. I love that we can ask the Lord to connect all our dots, so our past, present, and future are all useful for His purposes. And so I
wonder now for you, how is the Lord orchestrating on your behalf? Will you step out to encourage someone?
Saturday, August 1, 2015
To sing Wednesday
Allergies. Ugh. My husband and I were
scheduled for music on a Wednesday night, and this itch in my throat wouldn’t
quit. Rehearsing at home led only to
gagging and more gagging, causing us to lose all momentum of the songs. How could a mere itch be so crippling to a voice? Have you ever been so ready to pour into
something, and then there’s a snag in the pour spout? In my case, the itch kept snagging the
voice. So I asked the Lord to allow my
throat a way to sing. “Lord, may You give freedom for air to flow. May You protect my voice. May Your voice sing freely through mine.” And so at 7:00 we began. The first song . . . the second song . . .
the third . . . and the fourth. All the while there's a joy deepening inside me and utter amazement for how the Lord is preventing
any inhibitions to my voice. Yet afterward as I took a seat with the congregation, what happened?
I started coughing. The itch
returned and so did the gag, though just briefly, as if the Lord kindly reminded,
“I'm here. You asked Me to guard your voice during the songs, and I
did.” It was the timing, the
precise moment after singing. I hadn’t
even fully sat in the chair before needing to exit the room, so the cough wouldn't interrupt
everyone else. That brief itch lent
me to reflect on all the allergy troubles before prayer versus the peace the Lord offered
after prayer. And so I ask you, as a
reader here today, “How do you need the Lord?
Do you ask Him for a voice to sing or
for something different?” He loves to hear the call of your heart. I have prayed for you already.
Sunday, July 19, 2015
En route to Gateway
Today I introduce you to my friend Tina Garduna. She's
the one who experienced this week's remarkable story, and I thank her immensely
for serving to co-write. Back in April, Tina wanted to attend the Gateway
women’s conference. Already she knew the
Lord told her to quit spending money, but the conference idea kept rising to the
surface. She tried
to justify the conference, saying it would be good for
her spiritual life and she'd celebrate a birthday soon and it was okay to put
this on the credit card, but a few days later, the Lord nudged that it was not
okay. To purchase
would be disobedient.
And almost immediately after Tina relented completely on the conference
idea, the Lord began building a reward for her obedience. An elderly friend for
whom Tina is a caregiver gave her a birthday card with $100. She told him the
story of the conference, and in turn he gave her an additional jar of quarters
that cashed in at almost $200. Not yet enough for hotel, conference ticket, and
gas, but the next day her
daughter called to say, “Mom, I’ll give you $100 if you do my laundry.” So
she did it.
Sixteen loads later, fatigued and worn, she had another $100. Through birthday gifts from family, she received another $180, and
she now had more than enough to cover all of the expenses. But she still needed
a conference ticket, which would be $135. She checked Facebook
and found discounted tickets that sold only as a pair and later a third ticket
entirely free.
Really needing only 1 ticket, she listed the
extra ones online to sell, and she hopped in the car for what would become a thrilling trip. Maintaining a constant
seeking of the Lord, she arrived at her hotel and
unpacked and headed toward the conference early to see if she could find any
ticket-buyers. Her GPS malfunctioned and caused her to miss
an exit, but by this time God's hand had been so overwhelming in every detail
that she just knew this was Him positioning her to sell a ticket or two. She
arrived the conference, and the first person she approached bought her ticket!
She sold it for the Early Bird price of $95, saving the woman $40 off the
walk-in price. They were both blessed! One down; one to go. As the conference
was about to start, a woman texted to buy Tina's last ticket for $60! Then with
all the tickets handled, a new sort of blessing came. The message "fear not"
took prominence. Back home, amidst
torrential rains, Tina's dog had run away, causing her
a huge gulp of concern, lending her to rely on that “fear not”
message. Also a lady sitting
next to Tina spoke a stunning prophetic word, and interestingly it included that
same message about fear.
And we look back now to notice something else. When Tina first
attempted to register for the conference, she tried to input 1 as the
number of attendees, but the number kept spinning to 2, frustrating her
and causing her to quit the registration repeatedly, though now we recognize the
postponement to register was actually a blessing because the Lord would later
reveal this intricate and joyful story. And He impressed a verse on Tina’s heart during the conference. As
she had wandered into the bookstore during an intermission, she saw a beautiful
plaque including that exact verse, Jeremiah 29:11, and she even had enough money
to pay cash for it.
In Malachi 3:10, the Lord says when we handle
money rightly, particularly tithes, He will throw open the floodgates of heaven
and pour out so much blessing that we won't have room enough for it. And that’s what Tina experienced. Hold fast to His word,
do not fear, for He has plans to prosper us. Still to this day the
blessings of the conference keep rippling outward, all stemming from one
decision to obey.
Tina didn’t spend her money, and in return the
Lord spent His.
Thursday, July 9, 2015
Fabric question at Hobby Lobby
This trip to Hobby Lobby was different. With my 40%-off coupon in hand, I headed to the fabric section, and there it was. A big roll of white cotton batting lying in wait on
the shelf. No apparent price, so I
inquired at the cutting table, and the lady told me $12.99. “May I use my 40% coupon?” “Yes,” she replied, and as I consented to buy, she cleared the table to measure 7 yards. Already I sensed in my heart the Lord giving me a special
task. Beyond any purchase of batting, it seemed He
positioned me to ask this lady if she knew Jesus. And she’s the one who started the
conversation, “So what are you making?” I explained about quilting for Holocaust
survivors and how we’d seen God orchestrating people and events, all with impeccable
timing that's leading us to make a trip to Israel. I posed, “Do you know
Jesus?” And as her scissors began to cut my 7 yards, she answered with an affirmative nod and peered upward, “May I ask you
a favor? Would you pray for my daughter
whose house burned last night? A man was
driving by late and stopped to tell them.
Half of the house was saved, and the Red Cross is helping, but would you pray?” And I was
stunned. The Lord had used my question as
a connection point for prayer. That
prompting in my heart was to encourage both the lady and me, and I continued, “What a blessing
that the man drove by! So you understand how the Lord can line up circumstances. He led the man to drive by your
daughter’s house, just like he led someone to give me a sewing machine and someone
else to invite me to a quilting group because I know almost nothing about
sewing. And, yes, I will be privileged
to pray for your daughter.” It seemed a pause of pleasure filled the air for us both to contemplate the wonders of the Lord. And as this Hobby Lobby trip held a wonderful difference about it, isn’t this the case potentially with all things? A trip to the grocery
store can be for much more than food, like the day the girl bagging
our groceries asked us a Bible question.
And I remember a trip to the doctor’s office where I met a lady who was very scared, and the Lord gave opportunity for us to
pray. And on this day at Hobby Lobby, I exited the
store in prayer, offering the daughter’s name to the Lord for provision and
presence. How I was blessed to be part.
Wednesday, June 17, 2015
Theatre's detour off I-35
What enters your brain when you see a guy wearing a
fluorescent vest and holding a sign to stop traffic? “Oh, man!”
And then, “What’s the holdup?" and "How
long do we have to stay here?” My
sentiments exactly. My theatre group
recently took one of the smaller roads off I-35 here in Texas and came upon a car halted behind a worker with one of
those fluorescent vests and one of those same traffic signs. So we halted too. Meanwhile several sirens sounded, and an ambulance and other emergency vehicles followed in quick pursuit. Then as things seemed idle for a while, my director asked me to walk up to ask the worker what’s happening, and he
informed that one of his fellow construction workers had been hit but that our line of traffic should be released in a
minute, so I walked back to our vehicle and let everyone know. And while sitting in the passenger seat, I
was humbled. How uncaring I had
been! Here someone this man knows and works
with was hit by a car, and all I cared about was the length of our
wait? Then I saw the worker walking toward us to explain they’re closing the road after all, so we needed to turn
around. This time, I’m thankful to say, my
words were different. He delivered the news, and I replied, “Sir, I’m sorry
about your co-worker. We prayed for him
while waiting in our car.” I kept thinking how gracious the Lord was to give me a second opportunity. And indeed my prayer in the car was sincere. John 15:12 says, "My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you." May I remember, and may we remember, how the Lord
loves people more than time schedules.
May we love as He does.
Thursday, June 4, 2015
Hospital's oboe voice
What a sweet surprise.
Never before had I played oboe for my fellow volunteers. Even receiving the invitation to play, I
could feel my heart flutter because it’d been years since playing at a hospital. Learning how our volunteer coordinator likes
to display different talents from within the group, it seemed oboe had not been
part of any previous luncheon. Would it
be too loud? Too soft? Too piercing a sound? I endeavored to arrive a little early and set
up, and when the clock hit 11:30, I
moved toward my music chair. “Over the
Rainbow” was fun. “Amazing Grace” warmed
my heart. “My Favorite Things” and “Simple Gifts” seemed to draw
favorable reaction. And then came the one
song I anticipated special delight in playing. In honor of my friend who cuddles the babies
in NICU, I played “Jesus Loves the Little Children,” as it’s her favorite set
of lyrics to sing over our little ones, and she happily tells how they respond
with a smile. The whole occasion that
day brought such joy for me. To thank
our many volunteers for their hours and weeks and years of service, having
asked the Lord to sing freely through my oboe and to let nothing hinder His
voice, it was a privilege to take part. Zephaniah
3:17 says, “The Lord your God is
with you, he is mighty to save. He will
take great delight in you, he will quiet you with his love, he will rejoice over you with singing.” As a child can find rest in the sound of her
parent's song, I love the idea of my Father singing and the thought of extending that restfulness to others. When
a lady smiled to say she heard the oboe all the way down the hall, I hadn’t
known the sound would reach that far, but I trust it was the Lord making His
way to her ears.
Saturday, May 23, 2015
Spanish table for 8
I felt deeply out of sync.
“Lord, I need Spanish. Give me
Spanish, I pray.” Our friend asked me a
question, and my brain conjured almost nothing for an answer. As often happens, my Spanish starts but runs
out, leaving me to finish in English and hope somehow the ideas connect. To listen at first is always good. To hear conversation of others helps me
acclimate. Yet as we ate dinner, the
desire to speak gradually grew, and my words sat on edge. Briefly I wondered, would it be entirely
frustrating to tell this story and not have the words to finish the best
part? Our table of 8 discussed Puerto
Rico and a grave problem there, and suddenly my attempt at Spanish
spilled out. “En Estados Unidos tenemos
una gran problema.” I mentioned America’s
situation of abortion. We have these
buildings appearing innocuous on the outside, their doors and windows looking
harmless from the street. Yet horror
abounds for what happens inside. I
shared testimony of the Lord bringing beauty to so gruesome a setting. I remember an ice cream vendor who seemed to
stop and pray repeatedly in front of the abortion center. There was the man who walked from down the
street to point his wooden recorder toward the sky to play a melody to the
Lord, to praise Him for loving us beyond our self-destructive ways. Little did I know that while I spoke, the
Lord was touching our friends who listenened. Soon I
heard one of the men say he would like us to pray. Before we left our friends’ house that night,
we stood to ask the Lord to save these babies, to save the families
from years of pain and regret, to extend His mercy to the abortion workers and
let them experience His love, that He would conquer any fear and reassure them
all that He himself is life and He sustains life. The next day with church we sang “All my
delight is in you, Lord,” immediately reverting me to our days of singing the
same in Spanish, translating “Mi deleite está en ti.” The word deleite has always grabbed my
attention, and my heart started to melt. My knees hit the floor under the weight of His love.
The Lord had led me through
a most intimate experience, a deeply moving set of moments where I saw Him supply for my need, really abundantly beyond my need, once again. He sat at our table, and I welcomed Him.
Tuesday, May 12, 2015
A little horseradish, please
Exciting. Mundane.
The 2 words aren’t often in the same sentence. But on a particular day in March, they were. My friend shopped for horseradish at her
nearby grocery store. She put her items
on the conveyor belt and prepared to pay the cashier, but not everybody buys 3
bottles of horseradish, so the cashier inquired, “What’s happening with all the
horseradish?” And there in that one
little question sat a whole conversation.
My friend explained about celebrating Passover and how the strong taste
of horseradish serves as bitter herb, or maror
in Hebrew, signifying the bitterness of slavery. A solid dose of horseradish brings a tear to
the eye and offers in the ceremony a reminder of the bitterness of slavery of the
Israelites unto Egypt. As Christians who celebrate Passover, we
recognize the bitterness of our slavery to sin.
First Corinthians 5:7 says, “…For Christ, our Passover lamb, has been
sacrificed.” We celebrate the
forgiveness offered us through Jesus’ sacrifice and the sweetness of our
redemption through Him. What a thrilling
opportunity for my friend. What pure delight to see the cashier listen so attentively.
And how hopeful I was for her to attend our Passover. It was a routine shopping trip illustrating the
Lord’s love of people that He would inspire a question over some simple bottles of horseradish. A testament of His power to reach so personally into our world to make certain we all hear of His love. For you, for me, for my friend, for the cashier and all—please know that Jesus saves those
who confess He is Lord and who believe in their heart that God raised Him from the dead (Romans 10:9). May you experience the joy of knowing Him as Savior.
Sunday, May 3, 2015
Personal delivery for Holocaust survivors
Why would a customer walk into a sewing store and give away her
personal possession? More specifically,
why would a lady bring her sewing machine from home and ask the store employee
to give it away to a beginner sewing student?
The whole scene is unusual. As
quilting started for me on such unlikely terms, and as it’s grown to yield some
surprisingly pleasing fabric designs, and as it’s brought some sweet new
friendships that I treasure, it seems also to be leading toward a trip to Israel. And to personally deliver quilts as
hand-crafted heirlooms for Holocaust survivors there, what a huge blessing and
honor. The idea for the trip entered my
brain and recurred enough times that my husband and I filled out applications
to work with my friend’s ministry,
only to have her tell me over the phone that they’d been praying for musicians
to come. Interestingly the music question on the application was only a small portion of page
2 of a total 5 pages, and it provided only a single blank for answering. We listed guitar, oboe, voice, and some other
possibilities, having no inkling of how the ministry office had been praying. And actually my husband wasn’t relishing the
notion of traipsing through airports with a big, bulky guitar, so I asked my
friend if he should bring his guitar. She
replied that someone recently donated a guitar to their ministry, and my
husband could be first in line to play. How
sweet of the Lord to keep making the trip more attractive! Now it’s not just a story of quilting but also
music. That part about their prayer
keeps replaying in my head, and the jaw of my heart figuratively drops each
time I recount it. Numbers 22 tells of God speaking through the unlikely mouth of a donkey. First Kings 17 explains how God sent ravens to
deliver bread and meat to Elijah. Today the Lord prepares a girl who knows little about sewing to become a quilter for the sake of Holocaust survivors in Israel,
taking with her a husband whom the Lord inspired as well and some music He's been growing in both of them for years, also connecting her with some sweet sewing friends to lend aid, and supplying her with a sewing machine from someone she never met.
We’re thrilled already, and we haven’t yet set foot on the plane! May He prepare us all with insight to
recognize His sometimes unusual, unique circumstances. May we not miss any ounce of the joy He
offers. What a magnificent God we serve. What a magnificent God serves us.
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