How do you feel about giving gifts? For me, it’s something I love. It's also something that stresses me out. Two weeks ago my husband and I stared down the task of preparing 16 gifts. Though part
of our family draws names for Christmas so that each adult gives only one gift,
we still had a slew of birthdays to celebrate.
So I prayed, “Lord, show me through. Lead me in this.” After all, Christ tells us to not
worry about our life and what we will eat, drink, and wear. In Matthew 6:33, He says, “But seek first
his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as
well.” In case my family reads this, I won't give names of stores, but here’s the gist of what happened after I prayed. On a Wednesday in the course of
my usual day at a hospital, I stopped at a small shop. To my surprise, I found 3 gifts. The next day en route to visiting some
pediatric patients, I came upon another small shop and happily found 2 more
gifts. Friday evening on a shopping trip
with my husband, we found still 3 more, plus we ordered
1 from a bookstore due to a recent email ad I consider divinely inspired. Then Saturday we found the remaining 7, all conveniently located in 1 store. Add everything together, and within 4 days the Lord had pointed us to 16 gifts with very
little effort outside the regular day. Especially for anyone who stresses over gift-buying, this is an astonishing feat. I kept hearing my own voice rattling in the air because it’s difficult to
keep quiet when every bone in your body is utterly amazed.
In awe I stood and sat and knelt to pray, practically fidgety and unable to contain the
joy. It's an experience I love to relive, and so I pray for you too. May the Lord give you His almost inexplicable joy for
experiencing His presence.
Thursday, October 19, 2017
Monday, October 2, 2017
Flood of Russian reassurance
For almost 2 years, the idea to learn Russian has stayed with
me. I haven’t known why exactly, except
that when meeting Holocaust Survivors in 2015, the Lord gave me a deep love for
them. And they spoke Russian. So as part of loving and serving them, it
seems natural to want to share in their language. And as I’ve prayed for the Lord to guide me, He’s recently revealed a couple of things. He showed my husband and me to return to the Survivors
in Israel in February. He also introduced me to some
delightful new friends, reminding me to not become so focused on
any one future event that I lose sight of blessings along the road. When taking a local community education
class, I met someone for whom I’m so grateful because she continues even
now to teach me more of the language. Through italki.com, I met Russian-speakers via Skype who also are helping me learn. And in both instances, these acquaintances have become friendships and have brought blessings beyond language. There’s been
opportunity to learn about life in other parts of the world and pray for these
new friends and share the name of Christ. How sweet is that! And still as I’ve
been tempted to feel frustrated at learning the language so slowly, the Lord
set my ears to the song “Flood the Earth.” Just imagining His glory and power pushing
out darkness and fear and pain, as the lyrics say, I suddenly focus more on the pleasure of His larger purposes and less on any difficulty of learning
a single language. The Lord will indeed accomplish His purposes. There's no thwarting that. In whatever way He chooses to use the Russian language with me and the Survivors, with these
new friends, with whomever else, He will supernaturally make it happen. My job is to diligently seek Him. Philippians
1:6 tell us, “. . . he who began a good work in you will carry it on to
completion until the day of Christ Jesus.”
And it is there that you and I can be thankful to find peace in the Lord's love.
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